Nothing makes sense right now. My heart kinda hurts. I just can’t stop crying, this can’t be real, I never wanted this to happen, I told you that but you didn’t listen. I would never do this to you.. At this point I just feel empty and numb to it all, there’s really nothing left. You’re losing me to what you still believe is best for both of us, but it just left me in a state of despondency. Maybe I deserve it, maybe I don’t. Not sure if I care if I do or not anymore.
I don’t wanna be your friend, I wanna kiss your neck.
Because what honestly wakes me up in the morning and helps me sleep at night and puts a smile on my face is being taken away and no matter what I say or what I do I can’t stop that